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Monday, November 11, 2019

Would Jesus Come to My House (Luke 19:1-10)

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Sunday, November 4, 2007

          Renowned 20th century preacher Bruce Thielmann describes graffiti he saw on the New York City subway wall.  There was an featuring a distinguished looking gentleman pitching some product.  Someone - in all likelihood a little boy – took a marker and wrote a dialogue balloon coming from the man’s mouth.  He had the man say, “I like grils.”  Someone else with a different pen had written, “It’s ‘girls,’ not ‘grils,’ stupid.”  Then a third writer wrote, “What about us grils?”
          Thielmann dedicated his talk to the grils, the people liked by no one.  Grils have no social graces, have no friends, are awkward, and don’t fit in.  A gril never feels attractive.  A gril can knows what loneliness feels like.  The life of a gril is a life spent dying over a long, long time.
          Where are you in this story?  Did you hang the billboard?  Or, did you pose for the picture because you look distinguished and would be great at selling a product? Or, did you write “He likes ‘grils?’”  You’ve got impish behavior in you, but your spelling is quite weak.  Are you the critic?  You don’t have anything good to sell or funny to say, but, when someone makes a mistake you quickly point it out.  “It’s ‘girls,’ not ‘grils,’ stupid.” 
Or, are you the lonely outcast who dares to ask, “What about us grils?”  Maybe you’re a watcher like Bruce Thielmann, standing back and interpreting the whole thing?  Enter the story.  But where?  Who are you?
          In Luke 19 we meet a gril.  Luke 9:51, Jesus set his face to go to Jerusalem.  He was on the move, pointing people to the cross as he revealed the kingdom of God.  He was going to die for the sins of the world.  Suffering, and death were ahead of him.  He needed to get through the next city.
          That next city was Jericho, home of Zacchaeus.  Collecting Rome’s taxes from his fellow countrymen, he became rich and despised.  No one loved him.  When Zacchaeus heard the miracle worker was coming, he wanted to see him.  Luke writes that Zacchaeus was short.  Luke does not say if Peter had a mole his nose, or if James carried a few extra pounds.  Luke doesn’t give physical descriptions except for here
Zacchaeus, a man of high class, ran ahead of the crowd and climbed a tree.  Climbed a tree?  “Hey, have you seen ‘tiny,’ the tree-climbing tax collector?”  He happily endured the teasing to see Jesus.  Then something he didn’t expect happened.  Jesus saw him. People were pointing, laughing, but Jesus said, “Hurry down.  I’m coming for dinner at your house.” “My disciples and I are going to spend the rest of the day with you.” The crowd griped.
Throughout the gospels there is murmuring. Sometimes it’s from the disciples, sometimes religious leaders, and sometimes it is the crowd that murmurs.  In their under-the-breath comments Jesus is criticized and questioned.  Everyone in the crowd hated Zacchaeus, the tax collector who had repeatedly fleeced them.  Now, the supposed Messiah, was going to eat with him.  It was funny when the little fool climbed the tree.  This wasn’t funny.
If Jesus wanted to eat somewhere, let him visit the head of the Jericho synagogue.  Let him explain himself to Jericho’s religious elite.  Sure he was a hit in backwater Galilee, made waves in Gentile Decapolis, and impressed half-breed Samaritans. So what?  This was Jericho.
Undeterred by the sideline whispers, Jesus dined with Zacchaeus, and the tax collector made bold pronouncements.  When he was done giving money away, many of Jericho’s poor weren’t as poor.  Jesus raised his glass and said, “Salvation has come to this house.” Zacchaeus rejoiced.  He was a new man.
What about you and me?  Are we the disciples, unsure of what’s next?  Before it was all over, they had that dark night when they slept and fled when Jesus needed them awake, praying and staying close.  Have we thrown our chips in with Jesus without counting the cost?
Are we in the crowd, teasing the gril?  Everybody makes fun of the losers, and we are no exception.  We whisper behind his back and cringe when he says the wrong thing.  We get indignant when someone else respects and loves him.  Like those faceless, gutless critics, we hide in the mob and murmur. 
Or, have you been the gril?  You know exactly what loneliness, shame, and low self-esteem feel like.  You have heard your name whispered in disgust.  You want to be loved and accepted, but you don’t know how.  You want to be in the group, but you’re not invited.  So you climb trees and pretend not to care who’s watching.  Have you been the gril? 
Zacchaeus had an intense desire to see Jesus.  He would not be deterred by the crowd or his own limitations.  You and I could decide right here, today, that seeing Jesus matters more than anything; more than the promotion or the graduate degree; more than the boy liking her back.  It matters more than how the Tar Heels will do this year.  When we desire Jesus more than things like these, he sees in us the stuff a disciple is made of. 
A second quality in Zacchaeus that makes for a disciple is his obedience.  “Hurry down here.”  OK!  “We’re eating at your place.”  OK.  Jesus said ‘jump,’ and Zacchaeus jumped.  His discipleship started on the foundation of desire to see Jesus and willingness to unquestioningly obey Jesus.
A third quality in Zacchaeus was generosity.  He began to see people differently.  Previously, people were objects to be taxed.  Romans set the amount and provided the troops that forced people to pay.  He took a little extra from each person he taxed.  Some Jews were starving and all were poor.  The taxes broke their backs.  Zacchaeus, one of their own, made it worse by hiking up the amount.  He was hated and he was rich through this cruel, unethical business.
After he met Jesus, he gave half his riches to the poor. Jesus didn’t tell him to do this.  This flowed out of the gratitude that filled his heart.  Next, he promised to repay those he had cheated four times the amount.  The Law of Moses required a double repayment.  Zacchaeus went above and beyond what the law required because he was a new man with new values. 

In the Gospel of Luke Jesus does the opposite of what the crowds would think a man of God would do.  Tax collectors were hated and regarded as unclean for their dealings with gentiles.  In Luke 5, Jesus calls a tax collector named Levi to be one of the 12.  Levi follows Jesus and Jesus parties at Levi’s house with all of Levi’s friends - other tax collectors, prostitutes, and others rejected by proper society.  Jesus does not condone sins, but he loves these sinners who have been rejected by those in the main stream.  
In chapter 18, Jesus tells of two men in prayer - a self-righteous Pharisee and a repentant tax collector.  The Pharisees brags to God and anyone listening about how great he is.  The tax collector repents through tears.  Jesus declares that the tax collector is justified, forgiven and accepted by God.  Luke’s readers aren’t surprised by the Zacchaeus story.  We’ve already seen Jesus eat with the grils.  
But there is a surprise.  To this point in Luke, rich people haven’t fared very well.  Jesus tells parables of people condemned for valuing wealth too much in the midst of abject poverty.  To be affluent when surrounded by unforgiving poverty is a sin in Jesus’ view, and most of us would be rich in Luke’s world.  Being rich makes it hard to see Jesus. Jesus tells one wealthy ruler he cannot enter Heaven until he parts with his riches.  In sadness, he walks away.  Jesus says it would be easier for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle than for a rich person to enter the kingdom of God (18:25).  
In the story of Zacchaeus, the camel does it!  The camel makes it through the eye of the needle.  Zacchaeus doesn’t even wait for Jesus to tell him what to give away.  He parts with half his money, and he’s just getting started.  The trappings of wealth and the life of sin don’t mean someone has no hope.  Jesus saw in Zacchaeus someone who was looking for him; one with the capacity to obey and be generous.  Jesus was more important to Zacchaeus than money or anything else.  
This morning we have heard stories about grils, tax collectors, murmuring crowds, graffiti composers who can’t spell, Pharisees, and unsure disciples.  Where do I fit?  Which role do I play?  Which roles have you played?  
Jesus is still looking up in the sycamore trees to see who has cast aside their concerns for social acceptance and placed all of their hope in him.  What happens when he looks your way?    He wants your heart.  
I have been the critic.  I have been the self-righteous Pharisee.  I have been on the sideline, silently observing.  But, I have had those moments when I climbed sycamore trees.  When I seek Jesus, transformation happens.  Life changes when I block out distractions and focus on the Savior.
How does the Zacchaeus story play in our lives?  Jesus is here.  He’s going home with the person who seeks Him.  He’s scanning the room to see who wants Him more than any other thing.  What does He see when He sees me?  Would Jesus come to my house?  Would he come to yours?
AMEN

Tuesday, October 29, 2019

Notes from the Pastor

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·         HillSong Church sent Candy and me away for a pastors-spouses retreat weekend at Caswell Beach.  Boy did we ever need it!  We spent the time getting to know other Yates Baptist Association pastors and their spouses.   We played games, walked on the beach, ate seafood meditated on scripture (1 Kings 17), and even got to watch a little bit of college football.  We are grateful for the way our church family blesses us and cares for us.  Thank you, thank you, thank you!


·         I want to report that I delivered 30 backpacks filled with donations from you, the HillSong Church family.  I took the backpacks to the distribution point, Olive Chapel Baptist Church in Apex.  From there, they will be taken to a site in Appalachia.  We pray God will bless the children who receive these gifts.  As I drove to Apex with the backpacks, the thought kept running through my mind, “I am on mission.”  And so were you when you made your contributions.


·         Another way to be on mission is to volunteer with the food pantry, Saturday, November 2.  Sharing food with the hungry is Gospel work that honors the Lord and uplifts Jesus (Matthew 25:35, 40).  Be here at 10am to help set up. 


·         One more way to spread the good news of Jesus Christ is to invite your unchurched friends to church.  We all have relationships with unbelievers, beloved neighbors, friends, and family members.  Be a positive, gentle, joyful representative of Jesus and as your unchurched friends respond to your good will, let them know that can know the joy that you have.  And invite them to church.

Monday, October 21, 2019

The Hope of a New Heart

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Sunday, October 20, 2019

            There’s a distance so great, it’s hard for us over here to understand what they’re saying over there.  We need to!  We need what they have over there.  We are 21st century Christians.  They were Jews exiled in Babylon in the 6th century BC.  The word of God spoke to them through the prophet Jeremiah is also God’s word for us.  How can we receive God’s word when the context in which it was originally spoke is so utterly different than the life we live in the world as it is now?  How do we span the gap of many centuries and receive the word of God? 
            We can ask questions.
            What was exile like?  Jews forced into exile Babylon probably lived in cramped, unsanitary quarters.  Most likely, they had to work long hours in menial jobs with little pay.  They had no civil rights.  They had no civil services.  To survive, they had to depend on their captors, the ones who forced them to live like this.
            What is life like for us, Christians in America?  Many think Christians’ social influence has diminished significantly.  More and more people openly declare that they have no religion: the “nones,” so labeled because when asked their religious preference, they respond, ‘none.’  As Christians lose our public voice, we fight with we each other.  In some cases, Christians are openly hostile to one another over theological or more often political or moral differences. 
            Does any common thread tie us to the Babylonian exiles, the original recipients of Jeremiah’s prophesy?  The circumstances are clearly different, but in both communities, a couple of dynamics are in play.  The exiled Jews were powerless.  Christians today feel like our public voice has been almost silenced.  The exiled Jews feared they might not have a future.  They feared annihilation.  Some Jesus followers today, with much anxiety, wonder what the church of Jesus Christ will look like in America 100 years from now.  Will anyone proclaiming the gospel in the next century?
            Written so many years ago and so many cultures removed from us, Jeremiah still speaks to us.  Listen these promises from God found in the earlier verses of Jeremiah 31.  The exiles desperately needed God’s words to be true.  So do we.
            “The people who survived … found grace in the wilderness” (Jeremiah 31:2).
            The Lord said to Israel (and says to us, his church), “I have loved you with an everlasting love” (Jeremiah 31:3).
            Next, God promises.  “Again I will build you, O Israel.  Again you shall take your tambourines and go forth in the dance of merrymakers” (Jeremiah 31:4).
“Again you shall plant vineyards … and enjoy the fruit” (Jeremiah 31:5).
            “Sing aloud … and be radiant over the goodness of the Lord” (Jeremiah 31:12).
            God promises reversal of fortune.  “Their life shall become like a watered garden and they shall never languish again.  Then shall the young women rejoice in the dance, and the young men and the old shall be merry.  I will turn their mourning into joy.  I will comfort them and give them gladness for sorrow” (Jeremiah 31:12e-13).
            God’s heart breaks for His people.  Calling Israel ‘Ephraim,’ God asks, “Is Ephraim my dear son?  Is he the child I delight in?  As often as I speak against him, I still remember him.  Therefore I am deeply moved for him.  I will surely have mercy on him, says the Lord” (31:20). 
            What do we see in Jeremiah 31?  God delights in his child.  He is deeply moved out of love for all his children, including each of us.  The New Testament epistle First John, in chapter simply says, “God is love” (4:7, 16). 
            All of the early verses in Jeremiah 31 lead up to this promise.  “This is the covenant I will make with the house of Israel. … I will put my law within them, and I write it on their hearts; and I will be their God and they shall be my people” (31:33).
            I was touched as I read the comments of Old Testament scholar Gerhad von Rad in his reflections on this new covenant in Jeremiah, the covenant written on our hearts.  Von Rad sees this as something so unexpected that the change God brings about is complete and irreversible.  Once God plants his word in our heart, the written word is no longer needed and sermons are no longer necessary because, with the word planted in us, we no longer sin.  Von Rad says, “What is outlined here is the picture of a new man who is able to perfectly obey because of a miraculous change of his nature” (Rad, p. 182, 183).[i]
            Can he be right?  When God inserts His law in our hearts, does it mean we are able to perfectly obey God’s will?  Read everything in the Bible that comes after Jeremiah 31.  We know that’s not right.  We know people failed as disciples yet were God-worshipers.  We know God did not stop speaking after Jeremiah 31.  There’s a Jeremiah 32!  There are other prophets.  Jesus and Paul spoke.  Gerhard von Rad was a renowned scholar.  What was he saying as he thought about the new covenant described by Jeremiah? 
            I think the point he raises that we need to come to grips with is the idea that we become completely new.  When God writes the new covenant on my heart and on yours, we are no longer who we were.  The exiles had to learn how to be the people of God while in exile.  We live after Jesus came, died, and rose.  Our meeting with God comes through faith in Jesus as Lord as we meet Jesus in the Bible and through the Holy Spirit.  The Holy Spirit is God, leading us to confess Jesus.  Just as Jeremiah promised, God writes His will on our hearts. We become new creations (2 Corinthians 5:17).  The old me, the old you, has passed away.  We are made new in Christ. 
            In Romans 2:29, Paul likens this change to circumcision – the physical marker that indicates a man is truly of the people of God.  He writes, “Real circumcision is a matter of the heart – it is spiritual and not literal.”  That opens the way for non-Jews, uncircumcised people to be accepted as Jesus followers.  It also allows for women who don’t get circumcised to be marked as God’s people: marked by the Holy Spirit. 
But spiritualizing circumcision must not neuter the power of the image.  Circumcision is surgery, the most intimate form of surgery.  When God writes his law on our hearts, it is as invasive and bloody as when someone goes through surgery: open heart surgery. 
Does the change mean we don’t sin anymore?  Is that where spiritual growth leads?  This process used to be called sanctification.  Through our growth in Christ, we become so like him we become near perfect.  Is God able and willing to do that?  If the answer is ‘yes’ and God in Christ renders us perfect as the Father in heaven is perfect, can we still be said to have free will?  Or do we become spiritual automatons who don’t sin because we don’t have the choice to sin?
I don’t know.  I want to believe God’s promises, spoken by the prophet Jeremiah.  I go back to all those words hope in the early verses of chapter 31.  Finding grace in the wilderness; seeing mourning turned into joy; exchanging our sorrow for God’s gladness; I think about the most difficult experiences in life and I want this all to be true.  I want God’s law planted in me.  I want God to give me a new heart and to help me see the world that way He sees it. 
More than wanting it, I believe God does this!  Based on my experiences with God in worship, in meeting God in the Bible, in seeing God in my own private prayer time, and in encountering God as God is at work in the world, I know these promises can be trusted.  God does a new thing in each of us. 
I still believe in free will.  Jesus walked on earth.  People could touch God -in-the-flesh, yet they had the choice to reject him and many did.  He chose twelve disciples to walk with him and spend all their time with him.  No one knew him better.  They were Jesus’ inner circle, but they still had freedom, and they used it.  One denied him, one betrayed him, and they all abandoned him.  We can be ‘in Christ’ and still make mistakes.  The exiles had to choose.  Would they wallow in exile-misery or choose to be faithful God even in their circumstances?  Christians today, must choose to live as new creations with eyes fixed on God or to join the world around us and reject God. 
What is the path forward?
The exiles had to learn to worship God and live as the people of God in Babylon.  Another group of Jews was in Egypt.  The diaspora became the context for living faithfully. 
Christians in a world uninterested in God, in a world that glorifies the self must declare that Jesus Christ is Lord; Lord in our homes, Lord in our church, and Lord of the world.  So many signs point to a world that’s turned its back on God.  Violence run rampant; decreasing faith and declining morality in our culture; in the face of these and other signs of societal decay, we stand certain of this.  Jesus is Lord. 
That means we are always people of hope.  As Hillside Church, we follow Jesus, love others, and share hope.  Yes, Jesus died on the cross, but he also rose from the grave and promises to come again.  As we tell the good news about him, the Holy Spirit empowers us.  We are born-again, Spirit-filled people. 
Hope is God’s future for Hillside Church.  The reason we are in this neighborhood, in this town, at this time, ready to leap into the future with our new name and new calling is God placed us here with a mission and God calls us to fulfill that mission. 
Hope is trust that God’s goodness is without limit for those who choose to follow Jesus.  Through his prophet Jeremiah, God promised to write his word on our hearts.  We come before the Lord open, ready to be filled and sent out in his name.  It doesn’t matter how many people in our culture are believers.  We are sent to love all, believers and unbelievers alike.  We have the hope of a new heart and we are to share that hope.  The world needs it.
AMEN


[i] Rad, Gerhard von (1962).  The Message of the Prophets, HarperCollins (San Francisco).

Tuesday, October 15, 2019

Wet Shoes and Grateful to be Here



                “O man, my shoes are wet,” I thought to myself.  The shoes I’ll be wearing all day!  I kept walking.  I was hiking near my home.  It’s a beautiful hillside pasture with a wooded area, just under 1 square mile, and open to the public. 
            At 7:45AM, not much of the public was out walking the pathway through the tall, dew-soaked grass and copse at the north end.  With the morning fog not yet burned off, the pasture possessed a numinous quality I badly needed.  This year, 2019, I have had more sleep-deprivation than at any point in my life. 
            What kept me up last night?  Watching my beloved Detroit Lions lose to the, grrrr, Packers in a game in which the refs did all they could to ensure a Green Bay victory?  Possibly, but, I don’t think so.  I’ve been a Lions’ fan for too long.  They always lose to Green Bay that way. 
            So then, why could I not fall asleep until 2AM?  Why did I awake at 5AM? 
            A possible explanation is the wrestling I’ve been doing with God for much of this year.  The Almighty calls all of us to live as disciples of Jesus.  Part of my calling dating back to 1990-1991 has been to serve as a lead pastor of a church.  The arc of my career led to this calling and I embraced it with joy and unbridled enthusiasm.  Since 1997, I have been a pastor.  My self-definition is encapsulated in five words: Jesus follower, dad, husband, pastor. 
            My rounds of Jacob-like grappling with the Lord this year have me right back at the same calling, I think.  I think God still wants to me be a pastor.  So where is all the stress coming from? 
Life is different now than when I started, single, young, wide-eyed, optimistic.  I’m still optimistic.  But I have 25 years of lumps under belt.  That’s no condemnation of the churches I have served.  I love each one and still feel incredibly tied to my current church and my previous one.  But ministry, by its nature, beats the pastor up.  I am no exception.  The lumps cast everything I love – my family, the church, the Lions – in a more sober light.  And yes, I love God, and the lumps temper how I see God even as I realize God is more amazing than I previously comprehended. 
            So, I am as called as I ever was.  I love God more than I ever did. I love my family so much it hurts sometimes. I love the church and think about it all the time.  And worrying about these things, the very best things in my life, literally keeps me up night.  It’s not very inspiring for me, the pastor, to admit such anxiety.  Have I not read Matthew 6:25-34?  O, I have, trust me.  If I could control it, and force myself to not worry, I would.  But, I don’t know the future.  That unknown gets in my head.  I don’t know what else to say.  Points for vulnerability?
            This morning, I got to the office early and decided to walk and pray.  I wasn’t going to walk the pasture.  Didn’t want to get my shoes wet!  But then I passed a friend on the sidewalk.  He’s also a pastor and had just come from that same pasture.  He told me how wonderful it was.  I decided, tired or not, I needed that. 
So I walked.  And I met God in all His glory.  Well Ok, maybe not all His glory, but as much as He wanted to give me.  As much as I could take.  God did not give me any promises for the future.  God just let me know he was with me.  I don’t know any more than I did before I started walking.  I just know I got to walk with God.  As I finished the loop, I looked down at my now drenched shoes.  I thought, wet shoes, and I’m grateful to be here.
Here’s the best part.  God, who met me in that field, that “thin space,”[i] is here with me as I sit my desk.  It’s 1 in the afternoon and I’m tired.  Come on man, 2AM-5AM?  But, God is with me.  That’s all I get.  That’s enough.