“Yet
even now, says the Lord, return to me with all your heart, with fasting, with
weeping and mourning; rend your hearts and not your garments. Return to the Lord your God, for he is
gracious and merciful, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love, and
relents from punishing” (Joel 2:12-13).
Isn’t
it hard to open one’s heart before God? Every
day, it seems, I say something or do something that makes me look weak. Or, my words or actions in some way hurt
someone else. If I open my heart before
God fully, I have to be completely open about my shortcomings. It doesn’t feel good. Who wants to look at his own flaws? Not me.
The
prophet doesn’t shy away from this. Joel
urges us to turn to God “with fasting, with weeping and mourning.” If anything, Joel deepens the shame and
despairing sense that sin produces. We are
to grieve the condition in which our failures leave us. A traditional form of grief in ancient Israel
was the ripping of garments and this was significant. Many people only had one or two garments of
clothing. Sin was so grievous they did something costly. They rent their
garment.
But
no, says, God, that’s not enough. Rip
open the heart! In turning from sin to
God, we rip ourselves wide open. It
sounds unbearable. What good can come of
such raw, honest confession? Only this:
New Life!
Besides
saying what we are to do in
confession, Joel describes the character of God. Joel tells us who God is. The Lord is the
one who says to us “return to me with all your heart.” The Lord is gracious and merciful … and
relents from punishing.” What the Lord
has waiting for us when we come with hearts ripped open, tears shed, and body
weakened is forgiveness and new life.
God takes all our shame and makes us new.
This
Sunday is Palm Sunday and next week is holy week. What if you and I rip our hearts open and
come before God. We come in raw, exposed
confession as we worship, as we sing, as we enter the church building, as we
take communion, and as we bow our heads to pray. What if we open the closet in the interior of
our hearts and empty it before God? What
will God do with all our junk?
Look
to the words of the prophet Joel, who tells us God is “abounding in steadfast
love.” God will take the messes of our
lives, will wash us, and will replace our baggage and burdens with blessings. Look to the cross where your sins are nailed
to Jesus. And look to the horizon. That light that’s breaking through the black
shadows of shame is the eternal life that springs in his resurrection. You and I are beckoned by our Lord to walk in
that light.
Our
first step is the step of confession-repentance; full repentance and complete
confession. It isn’t easy. But it gets easier with each step. And before we know it we are walking quicker,
running, flying, soaring on the wind of the Spirit of God. I pray this Easter you will know the glorious
freedom of forgiveness.
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