I Prayed, and
Received Grace (2 Corinthians 12:1-10)
Sunday, July 5,
2015
Think of a time when you prayed
for something, something you wanted very badly and did not get it. Recall when there was in your life a great
desire. You wanted something and you
prayed for it. You prayed hard. You prayed deep. And you did not get what you wanted so badly.
This can be painful. Did you pray you would be accepted into
Harvard? Did you end up going to Appalachian
State? There’s nothing wrong Ap.
State. I have relatives and extremely
close friend who graduated from there. It
is a great school. But your heart was
set on Harvard.
Did you pray through tears that God
would fix the relationship with your dad?
And is that relationship now as broken as ever?
Was your prayer that God would heal your
husband? Did he die?
No, this is not fun.
As a 22-year-old recent college
graduate, I desperately longed to be married.
It ate away at me. I am sure
intensity of that desire worked against me.
I had plenty of dates, but women who genuinely liked me were scared
away. It is nothing I did, just a vibe
that I put off. Looking back, I can see
that a voice was going off in these women’s brains: “This guy is way too
intense about something. Get out now.”
And they did.
I was 22, 25, 28, 30. Dear
God, I prayed, I so badly want to
fall in love and get married. Please
help me. And God did not help
me. At least, I couldn’t see it. With the passing of each year, I struggled
more and more with this. But I was still
single. Finally, when a woman I had been
seeing threw a huge 30th birthday party for me and then shortly
after told me she did not want to be my girlfriend, I was so confused and
frustrated, I changed my prayer. Dear God, please help be content as a single
person. Maybe your call for me is to
celibacy. Please help me be happy with
that.
I spent a little while convincing myself
God had answered that prayer, but that was a sham. I was single.
I wasn’t happy about it. God had
not answered my decade-long prayer. When
I changed the prayer, it was clear God wasn’t answering that one either.
You know that eventually changed. People here only know me as a married person. However, the struggle was real for me in
those years. Since then I have had other
prayers go unanswered or answered in a way that was not at all what I was
hoping for.
What do we do with that? In church we are taught to be praying
people. This week, I wrote a newsletter
article calling for prayer that is specific.
Prayer includes listening to God in the spirit, lamentation, confession,
and praise. Prayer is also petition (where
we ask for things), and intercession (where we pray to God on another person’s
behalf). Often these petitions and
intercessions seem to fall on deaf ears.
Either God is not listening, or we have to assume from God’s silence
that the answer is “No!” How do we keep our
faith in the face of this?
In 2 Corinthians 12, the Apostle Paul
deals directly with the matter of receiving from God the answer he did not want
to hear. We’ll see how he took this “No”
from Heaven, but first we need to move through the opening verses because there
Paul shows the connecting point between the Spirit of God and humans trying to
live in relationship to God. That
connection might not be what we’d expect.
Chapter 11 provides context. I am
reading from The Message, 2
Corinthians 11:1-6.
1-3 Will
you put up with a little foolish aside from me? Please, just for a moment. The
thing that has me so upset is that I care about you so much—this is the passion
of God burning inside me! I promised your hand in marriage to Christ, presented
you as a pure virgin to her husband. And now I’m afraid that exactly as the
Snake seduced Eve with his smooth patter, you are being lured away from the
simple purity of your love for Christ.
4-6 It seems that if someone shows up preaching quite another Jesus
than we preached—different spirit, different message—you put up with him quite
nicely. But if you put up with these big-shot “apostles,” why can’t you put up
with simple me? I’m as good as they are. It’s true that I don’t have their
voice, haven’t mastered that smooth eloquence that impresses you so much. But
when I do open my mouth, I at least know what I’m talking about. We haven’t
kept anything back. We let you in on everything.
Paul refers to “Big-shot” apostles that
came to Corinth after him and disparaged him.
These others preached a different word about Jesus. They were smooth talkers offering a flashy,
polished presentation. They claimed that they had received visions from God
which enabled them to speak as spiritual authorities.
Listen to Paul’s response to this in 2
Corinthians 12:1-5.
It is necessary to boast; nothing is to be gained
by it, but I will go on to visions and revelations of the Lord. 2 I know a person in Christ who fourteen years ago was caught
up to the third heaven—whether in the body or out of the body I do not know;
God knows. 3 And I know that such a person—whether in the body or out of
the body I do not know; God knows— 4 was caught up into Paradise and heard things that are not to
be told, that no mortal is permitted to repeat. 5 On behalf of such a one I will boast, but on my own behalf I
will not boast, except of my weaknesses.
Paul
says, “I know ‘a person,’” and from the context it is clear he is talking about
himself. He is the one who had the
vision of Heaven fourteen years prior. Many
different people in our time have claimed to have died and gone to Heaven and
then come back to life. A boy in the
Midwest had angelic visits and his visions were made into a book and a
movie. In this sensationalized cases,
what is seen in Heaven is always reported and hyped.
Paul
says he cannot be sure that he was taken in the body or the spirit. He saw and heard things but was forbidden to
share it. In the book of Revelation,
John is commanded to write and share all that he witnesses. Paul, on a similar journey, is silenced and
he heeds that command. He heard things
no mortal is permitted to repeat.
He
only raises the point of his vision to show that he has what these competing
apostles claim to have had – supernatural experiences and divine visions. He can match them boast for boast. Whatever they have done, he has done more in
terms of seeing and knowing God.
However, look at verse 5. Highlight it, underline it, and remember it. This sets the condition for our spirituality
and how we see ourselves and the experiences in our lives.
“On
my own behalf, I will not boast except for my weaknesses.”
He
did not name himself when he referred to a spiritual journey through the third
Heaven even though most experts believe he is obviously talking about himself. He distanced himself. He did not report what was seen in that
vision even though people are usually quick to trumpet their divine experiences
as recent stories have shown. Instead of
bragging the way the “big shot apostles did,” Paul paradoxically said, “I
refrain from boasting so that no one may think better of me than what is seen
in me or heard from me”(v.6).
Lest
Paul be tempted, he says in the next verse that the Lord gave him a thorn in
the flesh, a messenger from Satan. We
don’t know what this was. Commentators
have speculated about it and tried to determine it through vague references in
other letters of Paul. We simply do not
know what the thorn was that plagued him.
It
was so bad, he said it was of Satan. Yet,
he also said it was given by the Lord Jesus as a means of keeping him
humble. He asked God to remove it. Three times, he begged God to take it
away. The only response he received is
that the grace of Jesus is all he needs and that power of the Lord is made
perfect in weakness.
How
do we keep our faith when we have a great struggle or we suffer, or we have a
need or a desire, and we pray and either God doesn’t answer or says “No?” In that how do we joyfully sustain our faith
and live as disciples of Jesus?
Paul
had this very experience. Something he
described as a thorn in his flesh and as a tormenting messenger of Satan, ate
him up. Not only did Jesus not relieve
this bother. Paul says Jesus sent it to keep him humble and
told him, “My grace is sufficient for you.”
It is about this that Paul boasts!
He
intentionally distances himself from self-promotion. Instead, he gladly boasts in the thing that
is seemingly the least likely cause for such confidence. “I will boast all the more gladly of my
weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may dwell in me. I am content with weaknesses, insults,
hardships, persecutions, and calamities for the sake of Christ; for whenever I
am weak, then I am strong” (12:9, 10).
Unanswered
prayer can lead to a crisis of faith. I do
not suggest that your unanswered prayer was God’s way of keeping you humble in
the way Paul said Jesus gave him a thorn to
keep him humble.
Two equally
qualified students apply to Harvard.
Both pray. One gets in. The other goes to Appalachian State. She is disappointed, but she discovers grace
from Christ in Boone, North Carolina that she may or may not have discovered in
Boston because Jesus’ grace is what she needs more than anything.
Your
husband is in the hospital and shares a room with another man who also has cancer. You pray for your husband and the other’s
wife prays for him. They are both there
so long, soon you are praying for both men and so is the other man’s wife. The other man shows improvement, goes home,
returns to Health. Your husband dies. I don’t know why it when one way for one and
the other for you. No one can say, from
God’s perspective why. But in your
sorrow, you meet God. You find that His
grace will carry you until you meet your beloved in the resurrection. God’s grace walks you through the seasons of
grief and you find joy in life again.
I started
by asking, think of a time in life you prayed for something, but did not
receive it.
What are we
praying for in our lives today? A new
job? A baby? Healing for someone we love? A broken relationship to mended, forgiveness
given?
Pray in the
hope that the prayers will be answered.
I don’t how it will go, but pray as Paul did, expectantly, believing God
hears us and loves us.
We stand in
our brokenness and weakness and we pray.
No matter happens, in our brokenness and weakness, we meet Jesus, the
giver of grace. Jesus gives us grace to
have joy in life, in the ups and even the downs. In triumph and sorrow, we have him and we
know it. We can feel it.
Thus we end
with invitation. This is a time of
prayer. Do what Paul did. Bring your heaviest burdens to Him. Tell God about the thorn in your flesh. And receive from Him the grace He has for
you.
AMEN
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